Start to give thanks of what you have of all this time . Because that's the only reason you can live until now . Just by the mercy of His hand , you can still take a deep breath for now . Many people just forgot to be grateful about all of things that happened in their life . They just came to God when they meet problems . But because He loves His child, He can always forgive us, His child . Thank's God for forgive all of my fault until this day .